I Got Friends In High and Low Places

On February 15th(in 5 days!!) I will be 18!!! I am sooooo frikken excited!!! And Im getting a cake that has Mater from Cars on it!! Yeah be jealous! LOL I cannot wait dude! An Im graduating in 4 months uuuhhh!!! This is sooooooooo awesome!!!!! And my parents actually didnt forget my birthday this time! My 16th and 17th they forgot -___- but whatever no big deal!!! Because they are soooooo NOT forgetting this one!!! SOOOOOOOOOO stoked!!! AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! Wow!! I have been on this earth for 18 years! I have watched soooo many things be changed and rearranged. Some for the better, some not the best!! But thats ooookkk!!

In 5 days, I will officially be legal. And I will actually exist to the government!! Some people when they are 18, they are like “Awesome!! I can vote!!” Not me!! I am not voting this year!! All the candidates SUCK in my opinion!! Actually I heard Roseann from the Roseann Show is running, LOL Ill vote for her!!!

almost 18 Bitchessss!!!!!!!!

Sooo we meet. We instantly are attracted to one another. We hook-up. Then, you ask me out, lik on a date to the movies. I couldnt make it, so I canclled. But evey time we’ve hung out, or seen each other, you wanna hold my hand, so I let you. You wanna cuddle, so we cuddle. You wanna be alone, just you and I laying down together or just sitting in the back of your car talking about absolutely nothing, so we go off somewhere to be alone. You kiss me, every time we are together. At the club, you want noone else, but me. You dont wanna dance with all the pretty girls around you. You just wanna dance, with me.

Correct me if Im wrong, but this is basically us dating. So I get this idea that you like me. And I like you too. We never actually talked about it, our “relationship”. We never defined our status, or where we stand. Until today. Today I asked you. I talked to you about everything thats happened with us these past 3 months. Ive been going about these months believeing that you actually, truly liked me. Thinking that we are in a relationship. You told me you liked me “…as a friend or a hook-up! But not my girlfriend.”

Maybe I mis-judged this situation, I was wrong. I thought it was one way, but it was another. This, was a complete mistake. Now, I dont even know where we stand. How can we go back to friends?? Just like that?? It shouldnt be that hard, huh? Because we were always, friends, nothing more.

These last 3 months, I was Just A Hook-up.

Ok I trried making amends with you. Like what the fuck? At least Im making an effort. Youre not doing anything. Youre not trying. Yeah I get it, I pissed you off that day. But you need to understand something, you were talking shit about my best friend. And you pissed me the fuck off that day too. We both flipped shit andd blew things outta proportion. Why do you always have to be a fucking Drama Queen. You said it was half a year ago…ok then forget about that day alreadyy. Here I am a person being nice and trying to appologize. Why are you making thins so difficult?? Whatever I guess. I tried….

Officially the fuking COOLEST thing eva!!! Hahahah I was just soooo like completely entertained!! hah Yeah u can calle me “blonde”  or “ditzy” whatever!! soo coooll!! I loike love google forver now ahah!